Crummy, crummy feelings that won't seem to go away. My chest hurts. I pulled some muscles and they a sloooowly healing. I am so tired. I am really starting to not like my job, but I do need the money. I need to start looking for something else. A 33 year old should not just have a part time job.

The Shield is starting to turn into a show that I don't care for anymore. There are no likable characters anymore. There used to be at least 2 that I thought were good people, but that all went away tonight.

Time to go to bed, I think. I sure hope this feeling goes away. I don't like it very much.