Wow, it has been quite a while since my last entry. There has been a good bit going on, but I don't feel like talking much today. So why am I typing anything at all? I guess I need to talk a little bit, just enough to kind of get me through a bad point right now. I am not feeling so well, mostly being down about things I have done. I really don't deserve to be here I guess. I apologize, just ignore this and I will be back to normal. Or something like it.