Let me start off by saying that today was sucky. My perspective changed on so many things. I really hate it when I am right about some things. It's so easy for me to chalk it up to doubts or fears, but after a certain point, I just have to accept that I wasn't off base about things. It's not like I'm saying that I have psychic powers or anything. I am talking about a gut feeling that you want to push off as just mere pessimism. I think most people are like that. It's the inner voice or something that you ignore sometimes and later wish you had heeded.

I'm sorry. This is one of those really bad mood nights right now. And I hate it. So much. I wish I could just turn off my feelings sometimes. Then I wouldn't have to feel like this. But it is my fault. 100%. Sometimes you just can't help the way you feel about someone. Even when you know there is no way in hell that anything will ever come of it. Ever.

Okay, end of rant.